i miss...

I miss.... I remember how the hair of this person used to be so messy..... telling this person how a fly will die becoz it gets stuck in this loadful of "traps" on the head....
I miss.... the low and husky voice each time when i called....
I miss.... renting different animes and just rotting at home over sat nights to watch cartoon with this person....
I miss.....



I miss..... how this person will bug me each time "Jie, I want your special coffee mix.." and that I had to think of ways to ensure that the beverage was nicely frosted to this person's liking... and at the end, this person will say "no one does this drink better than you"....
I miss... the different PS RPG games that i played with this person and how we would "strategize" who to train the characters and who to kill the boss.....
I miss.... how this person will always be subtly around for me... not in the loudest fashion but i know this person is there... always
I miss....



I miss.... how this person is always the caring one.... never fails to read the needs of others... always the first to be there with the intention to care...
I miss... the simplest and yet most sincere smile and pair of eyes whenever i see this person....
I miss... the kind of energy this person gives to the ideas I have... always supportive... always there....
I miss....



I miss... the noise that this person would made every morning with the hairdryer and how this person would amuse me with the amount of time spent in front of the mirror with the appearance... and when I don't hear the kind of noise now, I miss....
I miss... how this person would talk in the highest, pitchy voice and at an amazing Japan bullet-train speed that you would never know how to stop.....
I miss... the efforts that this person put in to be the "leader of the pack" now that I'm not around....
I miss.....



I miss... how this person would engage me in evening jogs and heavy dinners and cheekyly said that it is alright to have sinful dinners because we did our exercise....
I miss... how this person accompanied me during the busiest time of my work life.... and vice versa...
I miss.... how this person thinks like me, love the things like me.... almost
I miss...



I miss... how this person is annoyingly around me... and yet, i can never resist the presence....
I miss... how this person can also be annoyingly not bothered with things that matter to him the most and how I wish this person will listen.... and how I have to drill the logic
I miss... how this person would randomly ask "Jie, prata tonight?" - short and sweet.
I miss...


I miss... how this person could charm me with his voice, his nonsensical jokes....
I miss... how this person is also able to feel for others, without others having to say anything.....
I miss... how this person is all so tolerant towards people when some find its almost impossible to be as tolerant...
I miss...


and yes, I miss those whom I will see soon....

See you soon.